YEA!
I'm gonna be 18 soon (although it's 9 more months later :))
must earn more money
get slim... (my target, 50kg?!)
study harder?! (Mission Impossible)
Get a job and work for more than half a year....
28 more days to my ss3........anticipating......

MY BFFs ARH!!!!!!
although now we cannot meet each other as often as our secondary school life, we must still be best friends okay? cannot be closer with your poly friends arh.......
Hwaiting......happy new year to all!
our graduation trip,
LET'S GO KOREA TOGETHER!!!!
aja aja hwaiting!
:)

Anticipating friday's BBQ!!!
Always wonder why i can't slim down...and people eat alot still won't get fat!!!
The world is always unfair.......................................................

Yanling arh!!!! Talk to him okay?! Don't be scared of him.... I'm sure one day, he will find the good in you de. So you must be like those people in tv one. Make friends with him first, if not how will you and him get close and he find the good in you?
SARANGHAEYO!!!! HWAITING!

ARGH!!!!
Looking for jobsssssss.
lack of money leh......HOW????????????
Saw ryeowookie's twitter....he say he sleeps relatively early....and that's good.
Hope all of them gets enough rest. Especially my yesungiie..... :)
37 more days!!!!!!!

Common test finally over...
no hope le la...sure fail CEP and IPC.
GDA seriously sucks to the core by giving us stupid and ridiculous answers. do they think we just give in to it? WTF sia! Must riot den they happy sia.
Must try to spend less money le la....dun even think can go out during the holidays le lorh.
I super broke sia.
going gym tomoro. My aim is to lose 10 kg by 18 jan!
Maybe trying out YG audition....
Actually joining auditions are fun. not for the sake for getting in, but to boost confidence AND IT'S FUN!
Hope holiday lasts forever.......

TOO ANGRY TO POST!!!!!!!!

I'm super angry with GDA this year. Dun even give a damn to watch it live!
it's really WTF can?! SUJU deserves to win all the awards. No matter digital or disk.....
They seriously have the right to be angry and feel unfair. SNSD is seriously not worth getting the awards. Although i'm not really an anti fan of SNSD.
But it's really unfair can!
Luckily, the korean ELFs are going to use all their power to make GDA compensate their and SUJU losses....HWAITING! Make them know that SUJU is the best.

Seriously cannot concentrate studying for common test after this stupid GDA incident!
HAIX....

it has to be you, you wouldnt answer my call and.......
Hmm....i still dunnoe yet.
How?! the audition is on wed?!
Oh My God....super nervous.
Somemore now still sore throat...what if the judge is jokwon or im seulong!!!!
I will just scream the freak out lor!
AHHHHHHHHHH!
JYP i oso dun mind. He's cute. :)
My dad keep "pouring me pots of cold water from head to toe" lor...say sure wont get in de, even if you have talent but ugly oso wont get in...
Haix...but i think at least i have the courage to try it out bah.
Even if that day i really have stage fright, at least i tried.... :)
아자 아자 회이팅!

Hmm...I think i'm bad. I couldn't lend jiaen money for ss3 and suddenly back out for the kukup trip. i think she is super angry ba....
Haix. no choice leh.......Wad can i do when i have no money?
Somemore still got ss3. my dad is oso angry with me going to ss3 but no choice...he have to give in to me....HAHA!
I bet ss3 will be a super nice one, probably i show i will remember for a lifetime. :)
Saw the taobao website after a very long time....alot of clothes are nice.
I WANT TO BUY!!!!!
Still want buy face shop stuffs.....
NO MONEY!!!!!!! :)

Hmm....SS3?
Had been wondering for many days since i made up with this decision that i should really go...
If not a feeling that couldn't be explained through words will come to me.
when my dad first asked me not to go, the first thing i did was being disappointed and cried for a super long time.... So i think i should go den earn back the money next time. :)

After reading jiaen's blog, really make me felt that i am really very unfamiliar with them...but i think because of my character, i'm able to find topics to chat with immediately when i meet them. :) and that's very good! HEHE! Really hope to meet jiaen and yanling soon...it's almost weeks since we met sia.... Looking very forward to SS3 and our BFF trip to malaysia...
I must be positive. :)

Finally finished my presentation for self intro. troubled for a week by it le sia.
IT'S FINALLY OVER!
Hope can get mosh pitt tickets.....

Many things to worry this few days.......but many things to be excited with. :)
No money, need lose weight fast and somemore, scared can't get ss3 tix.
luckily, i wont need to ps yanling because of the tickets...Called the RITS people to check on my doubts. Surprisingly, the people who answered my calls are super duper poliet. I thought they would be damn fustrated as i think many SJ fans called them for the tix thingy... HAHA!
Need Money to buy lots of things this few days....ss2 dvd=$48, Kukup trip=$85, ss3 concert tix=$208 (of cos buying most expensive one la!)
worked 2 days at the chocolate there le....leg very tired but luckily time pass super fast there...But work 2 days only earn $80 each week. Which means almost $300 a month....which is super not enough can....

This semester's module are even more difficult than last sem's one...I was already struggling last sem sia. Thought could get better results this sem. Seems like i have to work hard and cannot skip lessons le. And also joining JYP ent audition in singapore... Excited sia....but because of my body size and my voice sounds like shit now,I'm super worried. Cos the audition is like on a big stage where all the participants and judges hear you sing.
Bet I won't get in. But my junior says, if you never try, you will never know. Even if try le, didn't succeed, at least we tried....HAHA! still excited sia....going it with jiaen and my junior..

Let's work hard together.
아자 아자 회이팅!

Aiyo....Jia en arh...dont change course la.
waste money eh...some more nursing good meh???
very tiring leh...I really dont think you should change.
Presevere la...... :)