30 dec le... 2 more days to 2012!
YEAHOO! few more months to attachment..^^

things to do during 2012!
1. Save 11k in bank.
2. Reach 60kg
3. A home for me and dad
4. A boyfriend who loves me for who I am.

hope can achieve them all~ ^^

worked for 2 days continuously le....
2-10 (8hours sia!)
tired~ but must earn more money to reach my goal soon.
not working till friday le. tomoro really need to start on assignments and my process of moving house. ^^

went east coast picnic during christmas!
as usual lahs....cos its my grandma's birthday.

going new year soon.... yeah! means another holiday!
shall start thinking of my new year resolutions for 2012 le! heheh!

wonder when will i get to see real snow.....
heeehe!
need save more money le~keep spending my precious money this few days.

someone said to me something during work today~
which i think it wont happen forever.
he said "i will find someone who love me very much in the future"
hahah! happy to hear that, but it wont happen at all.....

whew!
finished about a quarter of one of the reports im suppose to finish.
still long way to go man...
and good news!
I forgot to choose my year 3 electives!
luckily it's by majority of the class.... just hope will get into petrol chem.
since almost the whole lot of people who chosen put it as their 1st choice.
that one is the only purpose for studying chemical course man!
Good job, good pay.....
although my GPA sucks. but i think at least my working atitude can amend for it bahs? ^^

maths need do 10 page report? wth!
see the assignment paper, i dun understand what they want in the report....
in the end, i didnt do anything today..

yeah! not working today...
going use this day to finish some of my assignments.
1. maths 10 page report
2. PI&C report
3. SP3 newspaper article.
leaving for next week
1. sp3 presentation slides and research
2. AC assignment.
Hope can achieve this schedule!
But, im gonna watch my detective conan first.^-^

yes...my shoe betrayed me when working.
so no choice... bought a new one.
a converse. since i thought of buying one for so long le~
but have to work for one and a half days to earn it back.
just have to think, its a christmas present for myself....
hahaha!

how many days should i work next week? everyday without him....
luckily still got jiahao.
how i really wish time could turn back and i didn't confessed at all.
afterall i think, no one would like me and it's best if we remain friends.
but now lehs????

went teo heng today... not bad lahs!
only the room abit small.....
but it's cheap!

sungmin, leeteuk and kyuhyunnie's mum gonna open a coffee shop together in Apgujeong.
SO COOL MAN!
i hope next time we 3 can do this together when we earn enough money. ^^

kena cut time during work...
ask us leave early cos too much people working and very few customers.
whose fault lehs?
kbox so exp, also no one will come.....somemore those night shift people start work so early. at 7pm sia! not even night lorhs!

tomoro going sing k with poly friends...
hope i dun sing out of tune cos i ate a super duper spicy tom yam noodle....
^^

hope school doesnt reopen forever.....

flunk all common test~
dun care le! it's holidays now!!!!!
christmas and new year coming soon!
yeah!!!! festive season sia~ ^^
cos santa u are the one!!!
LOVE SJ!!!! :)

this routine started like few days ago~
wake up by alarm, brush teeth, study....
i hate it!
like robot man.
common tests.........somemore all morning papers.


I want to get a boyfriend.
especially now im facing so much in my family....
someone who cares for me and dont mind for who i am....
so impossible~

finally~it's friday! WOOHOO!
finished PIC logbook and all class tests!
super happy that i managed to pass all tests!
hope GPA will reach 2 this sem....
shall start studying for common test soon~

today seriously careless lah... going for work but never bring uniform, so in the end never work.
hahah! since my friends ask me go home study better.....

wanna try doing some small businesses leh.... but what lehs?
since like most people who do business earn quite alot (if they succeed.....)
Any recommendations???
:)

super stressed this few weeks lah!
so many assignments sia....everytime need chiong last minute.
spent 3 hours plus doing half a report~
still got 1 1/2 havent do. and deadline is on friday....
sighs....

bust till i dun even have the time to think about other things until i saw him today....
think he didnt see me bah. cos i just quickly walk pass him.
time will make me forget him right?
luckily this hope didn't last too long.....

next week common test le... havent even started revision man!
after that is holidays.... but the holidays is like totally not for us to rest one sia! so many assignments to hand in after holidays. damnit!
somemore, this holiday will be our last holiday sia... due to attachment training.
sian lah~

dyed my hair again~
but this time, to red colour.
abit bright....

celebrated daddy's birthday at rws!
went to eat at some restaurant for dinner.
the fish super nice! I cleared the whole fish.
even the head. hahah!

played badminton with jiaen on thurs...
and my whole body hurts.
TGIF. if not i will die if it's a monday
somemore i worked today, and all my muscles ache like crazy till even my butt hurts.

gonna dye my hair tomoro.
shall try red colour. hope it looks nice.
hahah!

I'M PROUD TO BE AN ELF FOR LIKE 3 YEARS!

Analytical chem test today...
theory part was okay. but calculations damn sucks.
totally dunnoe how to calculate. Somemore the calculations stand a higher %.
Sighs...
But at least so far, i didnt fail anything. :)

saw him today, outside LTQ-2.
he sitting at the bench there with his friend/friends.
dunnoe how to face him le. hence, i turn around and walked away....
now, i kind of regretted confessing~

Went out with clique yesterday~
It's a long time since we met... but i think we still wasnt awkward and out of topics to talk about.
really like this kind of outings with my sec school clique!
Wanna go out more with them~ a chalet?

really love qorking with jiahao~
if i really quit, the people whom i most 舍不得 would be jiahao and samion.
I really don't want him to quit just to avoid me.
If thats the case, I should be the one leaving. Not him.
And i really hate guys who say wanna be friends and they start avoiding you. Whats the point man!
hope I really misinteprete his answers.... really dunnoe what guys are thinking in their mind.
If he really wants to quit just to avoid me, should i sms him that i will quit instead?


super no mood....

so need find house again.....
sighs~ checking it on the internet. all super exp man!

i suddenly have craving to go chalet.... should organise 1?
just with our clique to relax and enjoy?
^^

argh....
my salary for this month sucks to the max!
less than $300! OMG!
somemore i just bought a converse sneaker.

went to gym with jiaen, yanyu and davis yesterday...
super tired le jiaen still say her exercise mood come. not feeling tired at all~
hahahah!

realised something....everytime i wanna go swimming after school, it starts to rain heavily.
-.-

promise myself to check up more on twitter le.

seems like my friends all update more on twitter than on fb~

finish 1 test today~ think can pass bah.

but wont do well.... ^^

at least i tried studying.

next week gonna choose year 3 electives le.

the choice goes to the majority.. hope everyone choose petrolchemistry! ^^

dunnoe why after seeing jiaen yesterday gave me the courage to confess...
sms-ed him. tell him how i felt.
but when i asked what type of girls he like after being rejected, i was quite dissapointed by his reply although i know this is how reality is.
sighs....but he really motivated me this time to slim down!
so i must succeed this time before i turn 19!

But i'm still happy that he is honest with me and we can still be friends.

hahaha~ hope he finds someone that treats him with her true heart soon....

how i wish you also have the same feelings for me....

but it's impossible. I know it.

today's lesson is super duper sian can!
i slept like almost 1/2 an hour during RS lecture. Hate that teacher to the max.
after that break went to eat with yanling at mac. no curry sauce de mcwings weird weird de. ^^

went gym after school....with yanyu and davis.
Luckily not awkward at all.... jiaen somemore ps me!
exercise for like super long today.... run for almost 6km man!
next time must bring clothes go change lah! damn weird wearing exercise de clothes to school....

went to eat at northpoint with yanyu...HAHAH! ^^

week 6,7 and 9 is gonna be crazy!
gonna try hard to get better results...
and now my friends joke that when i start studying, it starts to rain!
hahaha!

tomoro going gym with someone....hope it wont be awkward.
OH MY GOD! i'm excited same time scared....
damnit!

time pass damn fast when i'm shopping!
bought 4 clothes from taobao.
hope they come out to be nice!
cos i spent almost $60 on them still havent plus shipping~
shall restrict myself le....spent too much money this few days.
must earn back this month. ^^
somemore sunday going out with yanling and jiaen!!!!

found myself blogging more~
1 month since school reopen le...
crazy sia! all the class test and common test come together on week 7&8. like best friends.....
i think they want us to die. i already have lots of white hair already man!

i really pity yanling, for those pressures and problems she face in school..
i didnt know it was so hard for her. and everytime i meet her, i always talk about my problem.
should have listened more to her.
i dunnoe help her, cos i didnt have such problems before.... but i think i can be a good listener bah.. if not, he wont tell me about his ex also.

luckily we meeting on sunday....

sighs....
super unlucky today. injured my hand when closing the door..
somemore rs lecture damn boring.

luckily met with yanling...
no matter what, friends are the best.
found out that i only have 3 friends that i can talk about everything.

anyways, decided to just remain as normal.....eventhough i wont stop liking him.
even if he like anyone. ^^
so everything doesn't matter le.

sighs....
seriously dunnoe what to do now.
it's the first time i had this feeling in my life.
somemore this feeling can't be described with words.
it's the first time ask my dad not to fetch me home also....and he was like super surprised when i said that.
so my whole family went crazy when i was in the lift talking to my dad on the phone.

my hand hurts after playing pool too....
not really playing. but just learning and i think i totally got no talent in paying it. ^^

Helloos!
finally it's friday!!!
nobody seems to have to update their blogs except me huh....

went to exercise just now... 2.4km run!
decided to exercise frequently so i wont continue gaining weight. ^-^
updated my bank book too!
i'm halfway to my target~ yeaho!!
hope to reach my target fast.
seems like i can buy a few pieces of clothes from gm liaos~ ^^

reached home quite early today~
finally~ cut my hair and get my bursary...
but weird! my bursary havent bank in when i checked my account in the afternoon.
but i deposit the check yesterday!
argh!!!!

I wanna get a nice bicycle soon~
real soon.... those korean/jap style de bicycle.
so i can exercise at the same time save transport money.
watching forensic heroes 3 and scent of a woman....
lee dong wook is seriously damn handsome!
when can i find a guy like him.... or similar?
shall find someone i like before my dad turns 55?

^^
but i love my yesung too! he's irreplaceable!

bought vouchers for blue garden.
we 3 must find time go eat le. cos the lunch is from 12-3.

gonna start 3rd week of sem 2 le. still got how many weeks to go? (like
17?)
sighs~ time pass slowly....
at least i made effort to prevent myself from pon-ing any lessons till
now.
since i decided to work abit harder.
hahah! at least the gpa should look nicer before i get into attachment next
sem right~

shall be more thrifty from now on.
i spent almost 300 from my last month pay.
argh~ but half of it was for my sis tuition fee.
at least i contributed to my dad's burden this time.
FIGHTING~!

more and more projects coming..
need better time management this sem.
cos i'm not going to flunk it anymore.
so i decided....
to quit tcc.
yanling mianhae
to convince myself to quit today, i went to city hall to change the uniform and it start to rain like crazy~
so i made my decision there, but when i took the mrt back to amk, it didnt even rained at all.
so what does this mean? even god doesn't want me to work there.
sighs~ i didnt want to give up so easily.... but it seems like i'm tired of working there... with so many people of another race working together. showing me does shit attitude and ask me to relax and smile? damnit! I'm not a hyprocrite okay!

MAMA 2011 is going to have super junior in singapore.
sighs~ nobody is going...
therefore i decided not to go also.
Gonna save money for SS4!
so that if there's 2 days of concert, i can afford to go on both!
i wanna go out with yanling and jiaen soon!!!!!!!!
go eat and shop together!!! ^^

found a job at tcc...
pay is higher than kbox.
but still must take mrt.
dunnoe can work at same outlet lehs....

gastric pain till i felt that im just going to faint on the streets just now~
the worse i felt before..
slept during the 4 hours continuous lecture today!
super nice to sleep~

hmm....i think i dun hate snsd. esp after i saw heechul's video that taeyeon,sunny and seohyun wrote him letters.
IT'S SM'S FAULT. not them also bahs.... they have no say too.
sm really suck. if i see him in person, i think i will shout that sj deserve better!
ARGH!

first day of sem 2~
didnt anticipate it at all.....
but was okay..
now my class has a new fav word.
STREE~ SS!
i think they watched too much running man le.
copying gary~

I'm damn pissed with lee soo man.
argh. damn it! saw one article, saying how the pity for sj and its because of no choice then they invest abit of money on them....saying boa, snsd and tvxq are their best group.
damn it!
who is the group who sets records?
and sj is the one really earning lots and lots of money for them, but they dun appreciate.
when snsd does something not really that significant, they make a big fuss out of it!
DAMN!!!!
i hope jyp takes sj away from sm seriously.....
jyp is a better boss!

went out with yanling today~ cos not working...
hahahas! tried an interview at J.co~
not going work there even if they accept us.
super strict de~
shop shop at bugis.
bought a top. and my sis said it look like some tribal shirt.
dun care. i find it nice! hahahas~

what the hell man! shirlynn really tgt with capt jason!
i seriously hate him now.
kbox night shift is full with this kind of people.... cheat their other half feelings~
luckily~ morning shift people are all cute and peaceful! (LIKE ME!)

my timetable!!!!!
seriously better than last sem man!
only one day 8am start school~ others all 10am and one is 12pm!
good!
somemore all the teachers name all nice nice one.....should be good people.
got one call desmond somemore.....hahahas!

gonna forget that dream and go to work tomoro..... ^^

had a dream last night....
it's about a guy at kbox. sighs....
me and him in a relationship...but he has rumors with captain choco in reality.
the dream make me like him.... argh!
how???

A-CHA mv.......damn good! (with heenim too!)
The greatest love.......damn good also!
i'm anticipating ss4!!!

gonna work for 4 consecutive days soon.
will be very busy.
i guess when people get more relaxed, they start to think more?
making things even difficult when i couldnt be solved?
so should people think?

personally, i think not thinking about things and making them a serious matter is the best.
why try to make life sucks? when it doesn't?
just be happy go lucky~ is it that so difficult?
with that happy go lucky attitude, all problems that we growing adults face will be solved right?

hahahahahas!
i love super junior!!!!!!!!

A-CHA!
seriously~ the song is good!
saw their comeback on mubank. No wonder they are super junior!
yesung's vocals made my hair stand! despite all the dancing, his voice was super explosive during those high notes!
anticipating SS4!!!!!

friends went for a heart to heart session today. bet they talked alot.
havent been a good friend all the time. sighs~
hmm~ shall try to spent more time with them.
really hope the friendship between us 3 can last forever.
same for the clique. ^^

finally~ i'm blogging while waiting for my show to load.
went out with elicia lim, yl and joanne.
from hougang to bugis and to plaza singapura.
watched dont be afraid of the night.
a not must watch movie.
not really worth me to anticipate alot. argh~
next week gonna work real hard. so i can get a repackaged.
afraid they wont get GDA again~ all because of SNSD!!!!!

really want yesung to be happy....although he's weird~
MUAHAHA! dreamt of him celebrating my birthday with me.
somemore with fireworks.
luckily this time i finished the dream before anyone called me.
waked up happily today! ^-^

It's tiring~ working at sushi tei...
but gonna continue during the holi and see how....since i already bought consession for bus.
the people really like not friendly one sia! except for yanling.
and my back hurts! urgh.....
BUT! finally~ exams are over!
BUT heechul going into army....cannot bear to see him go, but he is super duper cool with his new haircut! very man!!!!
it's just 2 years....i can wait!

4 more days~ and our heenim is going into army.
although knowing the fact that we may still see him on twitter after 1 month but not on television, watching his last stage on inkigayo was damn sad~
leeteuk posted one super depressing tweet and i tot what happened to him. In the end it was because of heechul's enlistment.
God man! he is such a nice and great leader!
yesung and leeteuk going for enlistment soon too. hope will be able to see them in ss4 before they get in.
Seriously will miss heechul....but nvm~ it's just 2 years. kangin is coming out soon too!
I WILL WAIT!
sobs~

watched final destination 5. and it wasn't that gross~
not up to my expectation.
have one more day to relax.
shall start studying for last paper on monday.

tomoro getting 5th jib! woohoo!!!!
like finally~
hope i get yesung's!!!!

seriously~ no mood for studying...
and HMT exam is tomoro.
Think i totally wasted my dad's money for getting into a poly. with this kind of results i get every sem...
he called me just now~ ask me what i was doing, and i told him i was studying...in fact i'm watching running man.
really thinking if i should continue studying~
my course really doesn't suit me.

met jiaen and yanling for lunch..
ate mcdonalds' again~
hahahas! finally we 3 get to meet tgt.

not working next week~
cos 2 more killer papers left.
hope can get B and Cs...
den i may have a slight chance of getting a GPA 2.5?
shall go for interview at sushi tei on monday.
hope can get in. since they say they are hiring,i suppose should be can bah.
should i continue working @ kbox?
ARGH!
must earn alot of money during this holi le!

watching drama this few days.... didn't even study at all.
from goong to lie to me....all yoon eun hye's shows.
then i start to think when was the last time when i really like a guy.
secondary???

when will i meet someone i like?!!!!!!

argh!!!!!! and i'm going 20 soon....without having a relationship at all.
pathetic and ugly me!!!!!!!

YEAHHOOOO!
tomoro is the last day of SP4!!
like finally can.....cannot stand the teacher! hence, i always pon his lesson...and finally, i got 2 warning letters from him.
tomoro going to present right in front of him...den next time hope no need to see him anymore. I'm going to comment on the school survey, to sack him for GOD'S SAKE!!!!

i'm anticipating suju's 5th jib! like after so loooong.....
after 1 year and 2 months of waiting... a 30cm*30cm album?!
DAMN COOL CAN!!!!
i think SME is finally knowing suju's importance!
^^

DAMN!
seriously hate mr zul! my sp4 teacher!
damn him man! i seriously hate him to the max lah!
urgh!!!!! make me so stress becos of a project presentation!!!!
damn his attitude man! havent he wondered why i keep missing his lessons?!
Cos i don't wanna see his face anymore!
thought of repeating this module next sem, but still him teaching!!!!
SUCKS MAN! if i repeat still see him next year! so i decided not to repeat!
still must see him group by group on thurs! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!

helloo!
watching city hunter...
$7000 plus to $10000.
if get bursary, means $6000 plus more.
hmm...need save at least a year sia.
^-^

good news~
I'm gonna get killed by allen liew tomoro morning(AGAIN.....)
I really did study man! Argh!
hope i get 35/100 and above....so wont get killed by him!

GOD: PLEASE x1000000000000000000
BLESS ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

^-^
enjoying myself after exams.
seriosly hate exams! (who likes it anyway?)
Spend the time slacking at home and maybe going out after dad finish work.
watching city hunter.. Nice show.
Going on diet starting from today..
but i just had 菜饭 for lunch. Guess it's not going to work anyways....

and yah!
hahahas! My dad bought me a new phone!
cos my phone seriously just died.
SAMSUNG GALAXY S!
it's a very very nice phone!
many many apps to play with!
^^

finalllllllyyyy!


exams over......


think can prepare to retake hmt and fpm le. I totally flunk it.........like super badly?!!!!!!


argh...





swimming with jiaen last saturday.....long time since we last met bah.


cos i got my sjm album that day, which almost released about 2 months? I also dunnoe. hehehehs! ^^


Talked for quite a long time that day, about lots of things.


Shall go out again soon! ^^





Was watching heroes on sbs channel just now.....


there was this girl that ask IU out to ask her a question.


and the question was, that girl tried like going to SM audition, but was kicked out....and IU called her to try singing. And, that girl can seriously sing man! although she really dun have the looks, she look abit like me somemore.... but her singing is really good! IU was like damn impressed lor.....


haix......looks really matter sia.


shall earn money and go korea make double eyelid soon.....


maybe 2013? ^^

Yeah....
2 more papers to go. left the 2 amazing killers!
today was the most relaxing one..MATHS...studied it like super last minute, and i think i can get B?
studied for only like 10 minutes before exam...

sighs....left FPM and HMT.......
2 crazy modules. totally no confidence in passing.....
but i did study lo.... :)

totally dun understand hmt! can't even do one question.
NICE! should be failing this time....
maybe not very seriously cos going to school for help on monday....
i dun want to fail one leh.....but really dun understand the module....
sian

yupps!
airasia's having flights from singapore to incheon!
woohoo!!!
and it's not those super exp kind! till i save till 5 digits savings, will go with my bffs!
^^

NICE! 1 more week to common tests!
haven't even start studying....
sure will flunk like crazy.

Gonna get less than 300 dollars from salary this month.
nb sia...the pay damn little.
Thinking of changing job soon...
almost 4 months of working in kbox le.
yesterday kena scolded by allen liew, say i should study now so i could get a high pay job in the future.
True actually....decided to work less. (:

Went to universal studios on father's day.
2nd time le....not really that excited but it's still fun! didn't play battlestar galactica....
if i play, i sure die on the rollercoaster due to heart attack.
but my dad and sis played.....
stayed in festive hotel also, my sis say she encountered ghosts in the toliet at night.
COOL!

must study for common test lo.... (:

went to kbox yesterday for my neighbour's birthday...
buffet....not really that nice actually. going there with jiahao and yanling on wed...
should we change to go bugis de steamboat? cheaper and nicer! hehes^^

Went to update my bank book this morning..
Yupps! Like finally....I reached my goal! $2130.89 in my bank. Although it's not very much for a 18 year old, but i finally feel like i have some savings le. YEAH!!!!!
Wanted to go gym early in the morning....but raining, super nice weather to sleep, in the end didn't go.. hahahas!!!

Yay! Finally....I'm watching 49 days.
like after so long sia.... shall start studying tomoro or sunday for euo and ree.
crazy man... i will sure gain weight de, cos tomoro and wed going kbox for buffet. crazy right?!
luckily not i pay for it sia. cos is my neighbour's birthday.
Muahahahas!

this few days de weather really damn bad, super crazy....shouldn't have chosen chemicl and green tech, knowing how much harm we are doing to the earth....
sick again because of the weather....but for a while only ^^
Do hmt tutorial during tutorial lesson

argh! seriously hate this sem.
like super stressed! no time to relax one lorh! pek cek sia!!!! want go out with friends also no time. feel like giving up liao sia....

tired to the max today...
I wanted to work less de. Seriously....
Stupid mr jason always put so many days, i only planned to work on monday,wed and thurs one.
ARGH! I think i work too many days le...even until when capt jason see me every wed, everytime will say i like full timer... Everytime see my schedule de.

school today... had fpm(fluids and particle mechanics) class test. super scared will fail, hence, i studied till quite late last night, which led me to only have 4 hours of sleep!
In the end, after seeing the paper, it's a sure fail....
ARGH! shits sia! sure kena suan by allen liew.
I really got study mans! damn pek cek! see paper, forget formulas!

Anyways, today was chitchatting with poly friends as we got 3 hour break at south canteen....
dunnoe how we link link link from the noose to desmond...
yes! it's the band major from skss! until now, i think, i still like him to some extent.
In fact, he is the only guy, that i really like in my whole entire 18 years of life.
hahahas! i damn zhuan yi lorhs... like for 6 years le sia!
Never see him for like more than 2 years?! but, i still can remember how he look like. how he and januver hold me from some stupid car accident in sec2? sec 1 cultural night talk to him like super long...sms, msn.....
haix... hope can see him on the streets one day. although sure no chance de.
but i think he is a really good guy. ^^ hope he find his true love.

hmm....think i shall increase my financial target.
To....5 digit savings in bank? by end of this year?
SET! studies too....2.5 for gpa. Although i already gaved up.
Finally, sat and sun not working le! shall spend more time with family liaos...find my dad and me the relationship not as close as before liaos. haix....
he like closer to my neighbour they all lorh. did he even regard me as his daughter?!
ARGH!!!!

the weather is really super hot this days. The tropospheric ozone too high le larh!
Somemore my dad was saying some pope in some europe countries says the end of the world will be reaching this saturday. Always wondered if tomoro is the end of the world, what would i do?
Just came to a conclusion just now.... I will, hug my dad and sis and tell him how much i love them, my friends also, esp jiaen and yanling... and den die together, cos most probably no money to afford the ticket to the spaceship(as shown in the movie'2012').
hahahas!
If sat is the end of the world, i think i wouldn't go school and work tomoro....spend the last few hours with my loved ones even better hors!
hope saturday isn't the end of the world bah....

argh....damn sick of coughing already... 2 weeks liao man! medicine like no effect one lorhs!
haix...i can't do any singing anymore. seriously.... not powerful anymore!!!!

went to work just now....nothing much, cos not much customers also.
work until 10 and punched card at 10 accurately! cos i'm super tired already, went to find someone to help me sign the punch card....but can't find anyone.
In the end, saw mr jimmi with his friends singing inside v2, asked him to help me sign from outside, when the door is closed, point at the punch card deperately!
he ask me go in, at that time, he was singing, dunnoe what song lah, wanted to just pass him the punch card, in the end he grabbed my hands and sing in front of me.
In the end, i shouted like some crazy woman! ARGH!

saw capt jason today....accidently touched his hands also... OH MY GOD! ^^

ARGH! Super irritated with the weather! freaking hot!
already sick le, now even worse.
Damn stressed lah! studies! crazy man! so many assignments and tutorials and lab reports to do!
thinking of what to buy for my dad and sis as birthday and father's day present somemore!
Pon alot of lessons liao sia....today pon one more again, somemore is by pem.
haix....super no motivation to study anymore!
should just finish and get a diploma, maybe find a job related, or dunnoe?????

argh.....i just can't see my future......
just hope that friday can come quickly!

went hard rock hotel yesterday.
it's really very nice and cozy...the swimming pool dooesn't make me feel like swimming but we just played in the water, beach volleyball after that. But failed one...
We gave up playing after 10 mins?? Hahahas!
Saw jiaen's blog....she mentioned something about talking to us but ignored her? maybe is it regarding yesterday's sms-ing? cos i was preparing to go swimming that's why didn't manage to sms much. Sorry lehs.....

I'm still sick...arghs!
Lasted for one whole damn week already! somemore the nose bleeds still won't leave me...
Eeeeks!!

in the midst of organizing my ipod touch....it's super troublesome!!!
I will try very hard to finish it.
Perming my hair tomoro!!!
YOOHOO!!!! ^^

One day, i will sure run over the wall blocking orange and yellow zone from the recept area!
Just as capt daven said today.... cos i went to work today, and was put at yellow zone. Super busy...need to go out bring customers in somemore, damn far lah! Stupid construction! Hope will finish soon!

decided to just accept the fact that i'm in my course now...although it's boring now!
Haix....afterall, i still manage to survive year one barely.

Yanling arhs....how can you still picture yourself working in kbox after getting a diploma. LOL!
diploma liaos den go find other jobs related to it le...who will still stay in kbox. really want be like michelle mehs..stay there for 7 years.

WAH!
damn sian now! elearning session for REE(but in school)...
Kind of getting sick of my course... no motivation at all. But i dunnoe what i like or want in life.
sighs...i sure can't get a good job in the diploma i'm studying now, cos my results ain't good either. Dun even understand what a thing the teacher says on lecture. Changing course? waste money leh...

sian....cannot change bahs. stick with it for 2 more years, and everything will end soon. Get a dip. first! fighting!!!

just watched source code after work with family. Nice show, but kill lots of my brain cells.
wanna watch HOP also!!! School really sucks for the first week...somemore got one alien lecturer whom at the other lecturers seem to hate him too! Seriously got attitude problem de! Somemore first day already start saying vulgarities in lecture. somemore dun like poeple who is not punctual, while he himself is also late that day for our lecture and most of us are waiting for him outside. Hate him ttm...shall see how he teach in the upcoming days...
Seems like this sem de modules are more to my liking although the lecturers suck! cos most of them are those physics physics kind one...got calculation more instead of memorising notes.
Shall try to work harder this sem.... ^^

slack at home until 6 o clock with my dad cos he just had his medicine

which causes drowsiness...that's why he kept sleeping the whole day.

slack until 4 plus...den went to sleep also. ^^

went to the cathay at about 6,wanted to watch rio, but the whole cinema is damn full lah...all tickets all sold out one...in the end didn't get to watch movie there.

Instead went to eat japanese food and ben and jerry ice cream...

After that went to amk hub watch qian nu you hun.

not bad de movie. the lead actress damn pretty lorhs...

was shopping on taobao....finally saw leeteuk's iphone casing for ipod touch. super happy!!!

HEHEHES!

tomoro working alone...yanling going out with family...

shall not force her to work since she didn't like it.

and i'm going to stay at hard rock hotel next weekend...yeahoo!!!! ^^

decided to act like as if nothing happened before.... ^^

argh... i dunnoe what to say....it's my fault anyways, for keep changing my words.
Dun want the job to spoil our so many years relationship.
I know i'm super money minded now...no choice, it happened after my mum chased us out of the house den till i know that how important money is...although friends, family and studies is also important. It's not that i love or like to work. Who loves that?
I just wanna try to save more money and use it as pocket money to help lighten my dad's financial burden...can't tell you guys about it anyways.
not used to the life now also....but who can i talk to?
That's why i try to look or behave the same infront of my friends... 难道 want me to show the face like everyone owe me money during work meh?
sighs... tried to act like nothing changed in my life. But the problem is you guys didn't experience what i experince before and keep saying that i'm money minded.
I didn't get money from my dad anyways....everything i spent was from my bank, and it's going empty sooner or later.
Wah! damn emo now can....never really experienced the word emo before till now.
first time blog until cry....sighs.....


sorry anyways.... just hope this wont affect our friendship bah. Next time if got anything tell me face to face can....

sighs...all because of jiyi! now i keep shopping on taobao!
So many nice clothes, bags, shoes that i want to buy...
year 2 seriously sucks! The modules all super chimology one!
Argh! somemore i'm still those who can't study one...
Seriously think i go poly waste my dad's money sia....bo bian.
need to survive in singapore, no matter what, must have at least a degree or worse come to worse, just stop at a diploma....
at least, my diploma course is of quite good aspect, diploma in that course should can find job in that industry bah?
But results damn suck.....

this sem resolution: study earlier... No last minute.
Attend lessons more often...
work harder....in kbox.
earn more money....
and lose more weight...


* jiaen arhs....no dream, people still survive... i bet now you say want be doctor, is because you watch doctor de show right? ^^

finally can post liaos...thanks to jiaen. YEAH!!!! super tired today lorhs..only ate mac lunch throughout the whole day.... today, went to work with yanling....super busy day. maybe actually not very busy one, but cos no full timer server that's why. actually is work until 7 o clock de....end up till 8 o clock...in the end, 10pm den end.... really cannot stand seeing captain jason need bring customer into room. Captain sia... I bet if it's captain w, he sure slack inside the office and smoke like nobody's business one. That's why i say he is the best captain liao lorhs...really got help out one. hit the stupid fire extinguisher outside room 66 for like 5 times while clearing the plates for customers....think i injured my hand lorhs...not much strength now. hope will recover tomoro bahs. School reopening tomoro....haix. 50 mins only....STUPID!

today's work time pass super fast lorh... yanling didn't came today, wasted.... had buffet for dinner today, captain jason still got the cheek to say is he specially ordered for us one. He super not pai seh one sia! He really like to eat people's food sia..the buffet is sort of V3's customer give us one. The food really not bad... :) Finally get my "off" day tomoro.... No need to see that irritating woman.

OMG!!! this girl i met during work, seriously can just piss me and yanling to the max...maybe just all the staffs! Can't really believe such person exist...ask so many stupid questions. Tried to have some patience with her after jiahao said something bad might have happened to her which forced her to become like this.... although very sad lah...still didn't manage to teach her well today. Damn fed up with her. Busy liao still come disturb me, ARGH!!!! Yanling seriously got good patience.... ^^ teach her for almost 2 hours? Just to know how to order drinks.......haix. shall try tomoro, me and yanling's mission......if really cannot, i will just freaking heck care her le! 4 more days, can finally meet jiaen! Go eat sakura and celebrate yanling's birthday. The thought of it makes me feel hungry! ARGH!

today's work time seriously pass damn fast can? Maybe because we like more familar with the others le... and got a new person that just make us really LOL!!!!!!!!! Laugh until got tired sia. Tomoro if still like that my period sure overflow one. Decided to pon lesson to watch my junior's syf.... hope they can really get gold, i think i will cry. saw their practice vids, they really improved alot after we graduated. They seemed to work super hard this time. and their conductors didn't change. Luckily.... I wanna eat buffet at sakura soon.....cos me and yanling seem to start following captain jason, eating customer's food. hahahah! Super tempted to eat buffet! Going to reach my $2000 dollars goal soon....yeah! My weight finally break the 7 wall liaos.....reaching 65kg soon. AH HAHA!!!! the only sad thing.....school starting soon.......

I'M SUPER HUNGRY NOW!!!!!! until i guess i'm going crazy, my mind is seriously filled with kfc and korean food! how i hope tomoro we going sakura already! ARGH! should have bought mac on my way home just now. STUPID ME! Saw my timetable for next sem. Damn it can! wa lao! 2 hours break in between.... sian lah.. luckily not the one i saw yesterday. so i still can accept the 2 hours break. went to work today, saw my schedule......yanling's one was like resigned on 9/4/11 den me? sunday off!!!!! they expect me to work on monday? hahahahaha! crazy sia...dun allow me go study liao lahh. hahaha! I dun seem to get mentally tired of this job. although everyday the bones like going to crack soon..... Eunhyuk's birthday yesterday... hope he had a good time. Saengil chukhaeyo!

had a fun day working today. worked in the same zone as yanling. Like captain jason lorhs...if the chocolate still working, sure there wont be this day one. Hmm...think kbox really quite good to me, i requested for sunday off but after the request date le but they still changed it for me. YEAH! I want go eat buffet....but where got nice place to recommend sia... Hope everyday can be like today..... :)

haix...damn sian today can?! Go work alone, eat lunch and dinner alone... I did everything today ALONE! Found that really have to go to work with yanling den have the motivation to work. Luckily tomoro jiu can work together le... Sometimes really kind of dislike the china people, cos sometimes they will give you those damn pissed off face when you did nothing wrong. Damned.... Hope my dad and sis they all can come find me during work this weekend..... Yanling's birthday coming....no money to buy present. Ayah.....dun care lahh! Birthday only....yanling very good one....she won't mind one hor? MUAHAHAHAHAHA!

finally got mood to blog le...
i think since 14 feb bah... when we got chased out from the house, till now...
hmm....more than 1 month le worhh, time passes super fast...moved house, found a job at kbox, after that USS called us?
working at kbox really like playing diner dash sia. very fun, but when super busy, those china seniors all show one super attitude face one, damn scary...but still fun lah.
thinking whether if i should continue work part time when school starts, but seems like yanling doesn't want to continue.....haix.

ARGH....seriously.
That bird that flew in really scared the freak out of me.
Almost took my aps notes to kill it. Luckily didn't....if not my lappy.....
OH MY GOD!! can't imagine if that happens.....bloody.

always wondered why nobody likes me....esp guys.
Haix...maybe because i'm fat bah. but yanling got one friend, fat fat one oso have boyfriend.
But no choice la...she pretty ma.
Haix....maybe is my character? what's wrong with my character sia....
Aish...dunnoe lah.
I gave up hope already.....feel like cursing all the people who are couples!
If i look like anyone in SNSD, getting a boyfriend sure will not be a problem bah...
scarely 1 minute after walking out from the house, got guy approach le. That's why i think i should go for plastic surgery....

sungmin and eunhyuk are permenant members for SJM. Good news!
hahahaha!
tomoro is valentine's day....haix.
hate this day sia. why everyone gets boyfriend so easily....
argh.....why?
Hmm, how i hope my boyfriend is anyone SJ member. Cos all of them de character is similar to my ideal man.
When i got the money, I must go to korea and find a man like them.
Must have at least $10000 in my bank den can do so, Must earn alot of money starting from next week le!

dunnoe why i keep blogging...
maybe because i'm bored....my dad's mood is really super weird this few days, maybe his financial burden is too heavy and bothering him too much bah.
Haix....Seriously dun feel like growing up anymore. Really have many troubles when a person grows up. Last time when i was young, my dad always tell me that but i dun believe.
Now, i convinced.....
People get sick easily this few days....maybe because the earth is changing.
Hope SJ members take care of themselves since they are so busy this few days, in fact not only this few days bah.
How i wish i can lead life like those idols....at least, life may seem more interesting. But too bad, I'm not pretty nor slim enough...

In the midst of having fever and cold together....with no one at home.

nice!
just found out that i'm sick without any reason...
maybe i think too much of yesung le....

Good one!
Today other than my yesung, no other SJ members twitted! Can imagine how busy they are...
Should i throw away my aps notes? scarely need retain...
hope wont bah.
Need to start working le....so can help my dad lighten his burden, and need save money for 5th jib and ss4! This time, ss4 if got 2 concerts, i sure buy for 2 days de!

yea!
APS is over... No more APS in my life!
before that, my mood was super good one. But, saw a korean news article...
Saying: Super junior members, leeteuk, heechul and yesung ready for enlistment into army!
I was like OH MY GOD sia...how can this happen!
yesung how can so fast go in sia! Although 3 people go in together better than leeteuk himself going in only...will be lonely ma. But seriously lah, can't they be excused? 3 out of 11 people going into army. Left 8 people only sia...

Should i save lots of money to see yesung, heechul and leeteuk when they going to the army?
Haix....my mood!

Meeting yanling tomoro to study.
Tomoro she got one mission: put manicure for me! haha! ^^
Must finish at least 2 chapters for APS so that can finish studying in time for friday's exam.
I miss my yesung sia...my suju members.
saw facebook someone wrote: "SS4 sure must throw money at them then they will take and look at me"
Super well said sia.........haha

Yesung saranghae!

SS3 was super fun. Shout until now oso no voice... Sing 'it has to be you' also will break voice.
regretted not buying the tickets for the second show, but nvm, since donghae said SS4 will be in singapore too! Seems like the members have good impression of singapore despite all the accidents the happened to them here. Hope after leeteuk and heechul's hospital checkup, they will be find with no injuries bah.
Must go korea someday...that's why I 100% must get the MOE bursary this year and a job during the long break. When i go korea, i wanna go KTR, yesung's mom shop, shindong's mom shop, everysing....and lots and lots of places!
Will anticipate for 5th jib and SS4.
hwaiting!

어떡하죠?
I seem to be in love with hyun bin now, after watching secret garden. But haven't finish the whole show yet. Scared will cry until like crazy.
How? I like hyun bin, what about my husband, yesung? Later he jealous....Hahah! (satisfying my own thoughts here.....)
3 more days to ss3. When will SJ arrive from tokyo?
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seriously, i think i should perm my hair...
anyone one wants to go with me?
Cos i watched 내 이름은 김삼순, and i seriously think i should get married before 30.
Should take good care of my image from now on.....
^^

Wah!!!!!!!!!!!! Just 8 more days...seriously can't wait for 29/01/11 to come.
In a good mood today, finally last lesson for com skills and CEP lecture....

Must get 2.5 for GPA this sem!!!!!!

yea!
finally someone want go learn dancing le..last time i always want go learn one, but nobody acc me, somemore not confident of myself, scared fat people dance will be very funny....
haha...but can lose weight fast.
when kbox today, sing good day until like crazy...
must train my stamina le....breath not long enough....
hahahahahahaha

Wah! Me and yanling totally got fate sia.. everytime i never go school, she also never go. :)
Haix...never attend school today.
Maybe I'm still in holiday mood. Didn't have the mood to go to school.
Last time, it wasn't like this one....no matter how tired i am, i will still pull myself out of bed and go to school (sometimes only), but today, the feeling is totally different.
I'm wide awake and stare blankly at the ceiling....but I just dun feel like going to school...

OH MY GOD!
What happened to me....
Must start studying liao leh....
No matter how meaningless life is now, still must endure bah.
at least must get a diploma hor? even borderline pass also can bah?
going to school to study for the sake of doing so...........

How i wish yesung oppa can motivate me by appearing right in front of me and ask me to work hard????? (IMPOSSIBLE!)