I can't............
how am i suppose to confess to him when he treats me just like a younger sis?
It's okay though...im gonna treat him as a good friend. :)
forget him :)

i seriously hope he get out of my mind can?
knowing that his heart is already full with her, i stand no chance at all.
nevermind, i shall get over it.
his weird msg was sent when he was drunk too. the one i thought it meant something, was such a random msg to him.

hopeless thoughts.

shall not be stupid and naive afterall.
Hoping that it means something makes me feel so stupid.
Knowing that i don't stand a chance at all makes me feel so small....
shall forget everything and act normal from now on.

88 more days of attachment.
not something i really like to do though, lab testing. And in fact, i hate doing it!
my chemistry suck like hell =.=''
but still, im fortunate to do something, at least related to my course.
Cos 1 of my friend end up being a storeman.
BUT THE INTERN PAY IS HIGHER THAN MINE!
DAMN!
too bad......sobs (for attachment)

hope it ends fast! :)

watched battleship for the 2nd time last night, with family.
it's the 1st time i fell asleep in a cinema.
maybe i woke up too early. hahah!
but the movie is still nice. :)

attachment, hope i do something related to my course.
if not super hard for me to keng report sia.

Last day of CPTC training, went back school for attachment briefing.
had a super longgggg lecture..kind of bu xi guan going back school.
Got into some lab testing company at jurong side, the pay is really like shit!
But nvm, gonna work at kbox during weekends to save more money.

Watch battleship with friends afterthat, super nice show!
Rihanna is damn cool lah! ^^

finally took pic with the trainer i've always been saying cute for 6 weeks! :)

gosh.
I think im a little crazy, liking him.
but i don't know if its just becuase of that incident or i really like him because of the time we spent during CPTC this 6 weeks.
That incident just can't leave my mind~ him protecting? me from the ball that someone threw on my head and he tried to block it for me, but in the end i fell down and he reach out his hands for me.

super tempted to wear dresses!
but my size dun allow me to~ what is the fastest way to slim down man?!
:(

HELLO! :)
its 8 more days to end of training....yeahoo!
but will kind of miss it though~ hope can work in jurong island during attachment and future.
as a technician?? heehee! since a very experienced trainer told me that we no need to do anything de~ ask banglah do can le!

off tomoro! ice skating!!!!