I'M PROUD TO BE AN ELF FOR LIKE 3 YEARS!

Analytical chem test today...
theory part was okay. but calculations damn sucks.
totally dunnoe how to calculate. Somemore the calculations stand a higher %.
Sighs...
But at least so far, i didnt fail anything. :)

saw him today, outside LTQ-2.
he sitting at the bench there with his friend/friends.
dunnoe how to face him le. hence, i turn around and walked away....
now, i kind of regretted confessing~

Went out with clique yesterday~
It's a long time since we met... but i think we still wasnt awkward and out of topics to talk about.
really like this kind of outings with my sec school clique!
Wanna go out more with them~ a chalet?

really love qorking with jiahao~
if i really quit, the people whom i most 舍不得 would be jiahao and samion.
I really don't want him to quit just to avoid me.
If thats the case, I should be the one leaving. Not him.
And i really hate guys who say wanna be friends and they start avoiding you. Whats the point man!
hope I really misinteprete his answers.... really dunnoe what guys are thinking in their mind.
If he really wants to quit just to avoid me, should i sms him that i will quit instead?


super no mood....

so need find house again.....
sighs~ checking it on the internet. all super exp man!

i suddenly have craving to go chalet.... should organise 1?
just with our clique to relax and enjoy?
^^

argh....
my salary for this month sucks to the max!
less than $300! OMG!
somemore i just bought a converse sneaker.

went to gym with jiaen, yanyu and davis yesterday...
super tired le jiaen still say her exercise mood come. not feeling tired at all~
hahahah!

realised something....everytime i wanna go swimming after school, it starts to rain heavily.
-.-

promise myself to check up more on twitter le.

seems like my friends all update more on twitter than on fb~

finish 1 test today~ think can pass bah.

but wont do well.... ^^

at least i tried studying.

next week gonna choose year 3 electives le.

the choice goes to the majority.. hope everyone choose petrolchemistry! ^^

dunnoe why after seeing jiaen yesterday gave me the courage to confess...
sms-ed him. tell him how i felt.
but when i asked what type of girls he like after being rejected, i was quite dissapointed by his reply although i know this is how reality is.
sighs....but he really motivated me this time to slim down!
so i must succeed this time before i turn 19!

But i'm still happy that he is honest with me and we can still be friends.

hahaha~ hope he finds someone that treats him with her true heart soon....

how i wish you also have the same feelings for me....

but it's impossible. I know it.

today's lesson is super duper sian can!
i slept like almost 1/2 an hour during RS lecture. Hate that teacher to the max.
after that break went to eat with yanling at mac. no curry sauce de mcwings weird weird de. ^^

went gym after school....with yanyu and davis.
Luckily not awkward at all.... jiaen somemore ps me!
exercise for like super long today.... run for almost 6km man!
next time must bring clothes go change lah! damn weird wearing exercise de clothes to school....

went to eat at northpoint with yanyu...HAHAH! ^^

week 6,7 and 9 is gonna be crazy!
gonna try hard to get better results...
and now my friends joke that when i start studying, it starts to rain!
hahaha!

tomoro going gym with someone....hope it wont be awkward.
OH MY GOD! i'm excited same time scared....
damnit!

time pass damn fast when i'm shopping!
bought 4 clothes from taobao.
hope they come out to be nice!
cos i spent almost $60 on them still havent plus shipping~
shall restrict myself le....spent too much money this few days.
must earn back this month. ^^
somemore sunday going out with yanling and jiaen!!!!

found myself blogging more~
1 month since school reopen le...
crazy sia! all the class test and common test come together on week 7&8. like best friends.....
i think they want us to die. i already have lots of white hair already man!

i really pity yanling, for those pressures and problems she face in school..
i didnt know it was so hard for her. and everytime i meet her, i always talk about my problem.
should have listened more to her.
i dunnoe help her, cos i didnt have such problems before.... but i think i can be a good listener bah.. if not, he wont tell me about his ex also.

luckily we meeting on sunday....

sighs....
super unlucky today. injured my hand when closing the door..
somemore rs lecture damn boring.

luckily met with yanling...
no matter what, friends are the best.
found out that i only have 3 friends that i can talk about everything.

anyways, decided to just remain as normal.....eventhough i wont stop liking him.
even if he like anyone. ^^
so everything doesn't matter le.

sighs....
seriously dunnoe what to do now.
it's the first time i had this feeling in my life.
somemore this feeling can't be described with words.
it's the first time ask my dad not to fetch me home also....and he was like super surprised when i said that.
so my whole family went crazy when i was in the lift talking to my dad on the phone.

my hand hurts after playing pool too....
not really playing. but just learning and i think i totally got no talent in paying it. ^^

Helloos!
finally it's friday!!!
nobody seems to have to update their blogs except me huh....

went to exercise just now... 2.4km run!
decided to exercise frequently so i wont continue gaining weight. ^-^
updated my bank book too!
i'm halfway to my target~ yeaho!!
hope to reach my target fast.
seems like i can buy a few pieces of clothes from gm liaos~ ^^

reached home quite early today~
finally~ cut my hair and get my bursary...
but weird! my bursary havent bank in when i checked my account in the afternoon.
but i deposit the check yesterday!
argh!!!!

I wanna get a nice bicycle soon~
real soon.... those korean/jap style de bicycle.
so i can exercise at the same time save transport money.
watching forensic heroes 3 and scent of a woman....
lee dong wook is seriously damn handsome!
when can i find a guy like him.... or similar?
shall find someone i like before my dad turns 55?

^^
but i love my yesung too! he's irreplaceable!