2013

last day of 2013. time past very fast for me as i had made alot of wrong choices and regretted and keep changing my mind everytime. I remembered i felt such a failure that time after i finished poly life. super duper lost and dunnoe what to do. tot working will be easy for me.

my starting jobs made me feel really shitty. so i came to this conclusion that i dun suit the industry.

so now, I'M STUDYING! YAY!

lots of good things happened in 2013 too!

- overseas trip with my best girlfriends!
- 1 year anniversary with bf
- joined a gum to keep fit

and alot alot more...
eventhough there were bad times for me too, but through those times, i get to know, who were there for me when i having a difficult time, especially jiaen really appreciate it. and of cos not forgetting yanling and joanne and jiahao!

gonna work even harder in the year 2014 and lead a better life. TEEHEE

seeing everyone blog so i blog. going to have 2 weeks holiday and im gonna make sure i finish as much revising as i can during this holiday.
uni life isnt easy but at least, its far far more enjoyable than a few months ago? (me working full time at shitty companies with lousy benefits)

really must thank my bf for supporting me to study, if not i wont even have the ability to. but becos of that, i feel even more stress if i dun do well :(

miss all my friends. so long never go out le... finally someone planned to meet during christmas eve, 平安夜 sooooo romanticcccc♥

and and!!!! im super duper happy tdy becos i had a good dream, eventhough its just a dream.... its about me and bf going to seoul, and we visited whystyle to get new specs and mouse rabbit cafe (all shops open by my yesung!) and he made coffee for me, with a heart shape coffee art and it taste so so nice!!!!! he chit chat with me for super long cos im a foreigner and we became friends and exchanged numbers!!!!! SUPER OH MY GODDDDDDD! THE BEST DREAM I EVER HAD! THE BEST THING IS NO ONE CALLED ME TO DISTURB MY DREAMMMMM!

becos of this dream, im so so gonna visit seoul soon. maybe after my krabi trip in 2014 and seoul in 2015? just nice my yesung finish his army! woohoooooooooooooo

13 more days to 2014!!!! (******FIREWORKS*******)

life

tot i almost died ytd when i had such a super duper serious fever.
i still went facial with sis. really 不怕死! hahaha!
went to see doc at night, really tot have dengue siaaa... 39.6°c
plus my school is surrounded by all the affected by dengue construction sites :( and mosquitoes love me alot.

im so lucky that the temperature drop after eating med and sleeping means its not dengue.

so many things i havent do yet. so i still cant die!

before i die, i wanna:
1. get married and have 3 kids.
2. go to maldives & bali

yay! finally i took out my earrings. after all the infection i endured for the past few days, I GIVE UP. 

super duper afraid that my ears will rot and drop off from the side of my face :(

Going uss this tues. super duper excited cos its my bf first time going.... 

shall take lots and lots of photos and have fun 

missing me?

okay larh okay larh jiaen! i get ur msg.... miss me too much right?
NOW I BLOGGED!!!

HERES A PIC FOR U ALL!

finally get to use my lappy cos my sis has been borrowing it for quite sometime.
met with my bffs on friday and had a good time.
Laughed damn hard when we were playing a game similar to taboo. ESP when jiaen had to guess the word fierce. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA her expression was so natural and the answer came out so fast. now still laughing when i think of it.

Don't know why i'm not losing any weight eventhough i exercise like 3 times in the gym..

really wanna be like

THIS!!!!!!!!!!

hellos peepo!
here to write rubbish since its my birthday today (HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF ^^)
20 years old lo!!! MEETING BFFS TMR!
WOOHOOOO SHOOOO EGGCITED!

being going to school and gym recently....
4th week of school le..... its getting complicated! :(
as for gym, hmmmmmmm i didnt lose weight at all, but i still gained weight. HAHAHAHA!
guess losing weight is just so not me, shall just 顺其自然 ba!

hwaiting peepo! I NEED TO VISIT BALI!!!!!!!!!!!

things i wanna achieve

so i signed up gym after thinking for super duper long and seeing jiaen going gym. didnt really regret eventhough i dont work now and have no extra income. so now i just pay using my past savings :)

hope to see more results bah! at least lose some weight :)

1. want to at least slim down to 60kg by end of my 1 year membership.

2. revise more for my sch stuffs :) still abit lazy uhs!

3. want to work for staycation or vacation! at those beachy places

4. cafe & restaurant hopping with friends, family & bf

yeapiieeeee! lead a happy life!

Updates... like finally! :-P

Yoohoooo peeps! Too lazy to blog....
I shall try to blog more often since im not working anymore, at that lousy shitty company with shitty benefits.

Starting my bachelors degree in accountancy & finance soon! YIPPEEEEEEEEE! Spent lots of money on it this time almost squeezed dry my savings :( but its studies, investments!
Its something i like in sec sch but i gave up due to teacher problems!
Will precious this chance that people living in the skies give me to study what i want and like! WILL WORK HARD FOR A FIRST CLASS HONS!

left my hse too....missing my dad alot!
Cried so many days :( will spend all my weekends with him. Quality time is needed! Sometimes i just look down on myself because of my family eventhough my self-esteem is considered quite high? (HAHAHA! I ADMIT I'M ABIT BUAY HIAO BAI..... but abit niaaaaaaa!)

Decided my best gift to my papa is to work hard, get a first class hons, invite him to my graduation 3 years later and get a very very good job! And treat my bf well too, not forgetting all the things he did for me.

Finallllyyyy...... i blogged!

life after graduation~

Im really glad to have friends, bf my dear papa and sis at times when I really feel hopeless.

I still cant accept the fact that ive graduated seriously. Been thinking why all the jobs dun seem to suit me,

Jiaen is right, i'm still not ready to work yet. but who is really ready to? :(

hard to determine what to do after graduation....like everything stuck here and there~

Actually I think im really okay with lab jobs i think... but life sucks man! 

colleagues there is really..... cant be described with words.

Really didnt even smile or laugh throughout my 1 month, till today...my last day there, with zombie-like colleagues and shitty attitude trainer.

I still cant get over the fact that im being call the lousiest trainee. WTF! you are the worse trainer too!

Happy that i fired him! hehehe

still considering the job they offer at the other lab which claims to have less test (=less stress) and better people...

going survey though :(

thanks for everything, bitch

so much thoughts in my mind....
so many problems i am facing now, i don't know if i am going to survive this
i'm tired of all this. you are not even part of my family, why should i care ( i always thought... )
maybe my sis is right, all these things happened so you can have my father to you and your 2 daughters.
I really do hope my dad can think properly and come back to find me, thinking i followed him for like 20years no matter what happen?
sighs........
i will try to stop crying

After thinking for a period of time,
Decided to quit my job at showa denko and accept the offer from sgs.
Eventhough its shift work.... this time at least i know it is something i do is related to my course of study.
Hope i dun have to pay the damn penalty man!
Made my decision because i dint want to cheat the hr anymore and waste each others time.
A big big punishment to make me hate job agents.


Had a chat with bf recently... told him all the things im unhappy about.
Luckily i listened to jiaen, to tell him frankly.
Now i feel that our relationship is much much more closer as time goes and we get to know each other more.

Miss my friends ahhhh.... gonna work shift soon le. Want meet them more!

i don't know what to do with my life...

i really regretted accepting my job now... and i cant quit now either, which makes me even more pek cek :(

but i've decided.. to quit on 6 may to find something thats at least related to my course of study.

I'm still thinking if i should further my studies next year not...

so relieved that the company didnt call me today.
i was so stressed and afraid that they might call me saying they found another person.
AND YES! i'm so gonna sign the letter of agreement tmr morning!
looking forward to work and save money.... :)

exams are over!
marking the end of my 3 years poly education....
im gonna work something related, but it's just so hard to get a good job.
argh!!!!!

Valentines' day..
First time celebrating with a guy.
Past few years was always with my clique :)
Kind of miss them!
But also glad that my wish came true.
To find my someone when im 18.
Finally no need to be jealous of other couples holding hands.
Although that day was just a simple dinner and nothing else, eventually it was a meaningful day.
And i kinda regretted for looking so sian that day as it wasnt something that i expected...
No surprises nor fancy restaurant for dinner...
I guess i just have to get used to it and be happy with u...

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YAY!

we are going overseas this time for sure.

SO EXCITED!

where should i go after graduation???

woohoo! 1 more month till grad~
like finally...
got back all my grades from last term.
Ermmmmm~ can say i'm quite happy with it?
I really chiong-ed this time. :D
2As, 1 B+, 1 C+ and 1 C
hehehehe!
but the C is quite unexpected....thought i would get better than that. But it's okay!
All my projects almost done. Left some interview and exams and tests!
chiong ah!!!!

and,,,,,,i didnt lose weight this few days at all cos i didnt really exercise.
hehe! shall go cycling later!

going back to school after 3 weeks of holidays....
my last holiday....
well spent? kinda of ba!
hahaha!!!
still dun feel like going to sch~

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