After thinking for a period of time,
Decided to quit my job at showa denko and accept the offer from sgs.
Eventhough its shift work.... this time at least i know it is something i do is related to my course of study.
Hope i dun have to pay the damn penalty man!
Made my decision because i dint want to cheat the hr anymore and waste each others time.
A big big punishment to make me hate job agents.


Had a chat with bf recently... told him all the things im unhappy about.
Luckily i listened to jiaen, to tell him frankly.
Now i feel that our relationship is much much more closer as time goes and we get to know each other more.

Miss my friends ahhhh.... gonna work shift soon le. Want meet them more!

i don't know what to do with my life...

i really regretted accepting my job now... and i cant quit now either, which makes me even more pek cek :(

but i've decided.. to quit on 6 may to find something thats at least related to my course of study.

I'm still thinking if i should further my studies next year not...